Do Not Give Power To Past

"Who does not observes and controls the mind;
suffers the consequences in body."

Many do not know
Or prefer not to know

But for many years
my life was a mexican drama
mixed with a spice of crime thriller
and a good dose of supernatural horror...

In short
Like everyone 
I had beautiful red roses with many black thorns

What can I say

My past came to haunt me:
in the form of a medical diagnosis

I've already waited for that
I did read in the tarot cards
and the cards never lie

I take responsibility
In the past I didn't know half of what I know today
In the past I didn't expect half of what I expect today

I take responsibility
for having thought wrong
for having made myself a victim of my bad decisions

I'm guilty...totally guilty

Even so

It's very bizarre 
for my mind
for my soul 
the word "sick"

Because my mind don't feels sick
my soul don't feels sick

Under no circumstances
Not at all
Never

My mind and my soul enjoys of fully health
and my body demonstrates that

I'm feeling good and healthy
regardless of what the doctors say about my body
I'm feeling lovely and happy
regardless of the harmful effects of drugs in my mind

The sun of day still warms my cold skin
My hair still shakes in the night wind
And my smile still shines to the see the horizon

So

I'm feeling very well
Mind
Body
and Soul

No matter what the doctors say

I'm adult,smart and I take responsibility
I created the disease
Now I create a cure

Today I know it is possible
Today I feel the inner power 

And no matter what I lived
And no matter what I felt

I do not give power to past
Because the past is dead

I'm alive and I'm fine
the present time is all I have
for to be better who I can be
for to be more conscious about myself

Everything what can I say
Everything what can I suggest

Find within you the cause
and thus you'll find the cure

The present time is all you have
The present time is now
Enjoy now
Enjoy all.


"Who does not observes and controls the mind;
suffers the consequences in body."